i feel claustrophobic.

the walls feel like they are growing closer together and the city seems to be creeping in on me.

i feel like i need to get away from here, from sitting inside all day and reading endless notes for uni. already there is an overwhelming amount of study and i feel tired even thinking about it and very uninspired to continue with it.

i know that i will... i want to at least finish my second year before i have a break. but oh, how i long for the forest and the mountains and the rivers and to place my bare feet on the earth and cast my heart up into an open and care-free sky.